Currently Listening Minutes to Midnight By Linkin Park see related

i finally got around to obtaining the album... i was very reluctant after hearing "what i've done" so many times... its not that great a song, transformer commercials are what made it good... i thought maybe the rest of the album was better... but the rest of the album was even more disappointing..

i miss the days of hybrid theory and meteora...

this album sucks.

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dear neo.

meteora wasnt bad, just different.  minutes to midnight just strays way too far into mainstream sound.  also, the jay-z/linkin park collabo is a great album.  i ordered a frappuccino, wheres my fucking frappuccino.

sincerely, vegas.

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dear james.

i agree.  gold.  (points to your head).

sincerely, anthony

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does anyone else think reanimation is underrated?  im not saying its amazing, but everyone describes it as horrible.  i don't mind it.

in the past 12 months, ive had more fun than ive had during any other year.


ive also made more mistakes than any other year.


theres some deep message there, but i dont know which direction its trying to go yet.

xanga is dead.


some randomness for old times sake....

a change in music is like a change of perspective on life.  the same damn problems are there, theyre just being sung about differently.

things are only as serious as you want them to be.

ever focus on one childhood memory, and wonder about the ways that one event has changed the way you think, and affected the rest of your life?  i do that alot.

is anyone else loving the rain?

am i an alcoholic?

why does my blitzball team suck?

people need to be happier.  i remember awhile ago i was in the student center and arland came up to me and said "why are you so angry.... i mean... what are you angry at?  theres nothing to be angry about..."  yeah, ive changed since then.

i wonder what itd feel like to be a dementor from harry potter.  to basically suck the soul out of someone.  i think thatd be fun.

id rather be a vampire than a dragon.  or a wizard.

can you imagine what itd be like living in a wizards world... random spells flying around and shit... life would be so crazy, id sooo rather be a vampire.

ive been pretty happy lately.  ive been having fun.  but nothing memorable has happened in awhile.  when its all over, will i be content with that?  having no memories but knowing i had fun?  its kinda like reading a book with no pictures.  kind of.

this is my bored-at-work entry.  what i do doesnt involve much thinking, so my mind wanders alot.

rain.  it can make you happy.  it can make you sad.  but its just rain.  apply to life.  perspective.

i need to quit smoking.  cant quit during school cuz studying sucks.  cant quit during summer cuz full time work sucks.  wtf.

i wanna shoot pool right now.

my short-term memory is trashed.

dance to a different beat?  i dont dance.  so what do i do?

if i dont keep myself entertained, i will implode.  if i do think, either all my thoughts are completely irrelevant, or i think too hard about something that makes me sad.  luckily im still irrelevant.

why the hell would you use the same ip for the broadcast address and default gateway... oh sorry, that was work-related.

the yellow egg isnt as fitting as the green one.  haha assemble the bed.

oooo irrelevance comes from the caffeine.  it makes me unable to focus on things.  cool.  no wonder im an addict.

color.  what if none of us actually see things the same color.  like what i call blue, you call green.  but all the colors are rotated consistently so we'd never notice because we'd have no discrepancies.  for that matter, question all of reality too.  it makes life more fun.